Empty. Painful. Agonizing; those are three words to explain.
Three words to describe this type of pain.
Unlikely to ever love again,
this is my story, which to you, I will explain.
Once were best friends, for around 3 three years.
Found to be in love after a gallon of tears.
They fought a lot but separation was neither of their fears,
because apparently, their relationship wasn't what it appears.
They had a deal of being best friends,
even after their romantic relationship ends.
But although they have made amends,
admit it, the future still depends.
Depends on the feelings that either might feel.
Like right now, cause I really feel ill.
I am the girl, who just experienced something surreal.
But I'm bound to accept this, cause it is still real.
We couldn't still be friends because of these feelings inside.
I still love him and it's not a feeling I can push aside.
Maybe how he perceived things weren't how I implied,
but perhaps this happened because of our pride.
I am clingy and he's like an alpha.
In our relationship, I don't like any extra.
So I'm objective but it causes drama,
because apparently, he feels like the beta.
He's not bossy but I guess being the alpha is a boy thing.
It's a sign that their balls aren't falling.
However, in the way that they are acting,
it's the girl that they'll be losing.
But I guess in this story, I was the one who lost the boy.
The boy, who gave me memories filled with joy.
Those memories… … I truly did enjoy.
But now to me, he'll be just a regular school boy.
I know that our three years will be really hard to forget.
It was very special, the way we met.
But it'll be easy to get over me, that's what I bet.
Because to him, I know, I was never an asset.
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